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Dirty, Sweet
06 April 2010 @ 07:09 pm
It's been about a million years since I've updated, I figured I'd give it a go...

- I live in Los Angeles now
- I'm getting remarried
- I'm WAY clean
- Missing Drake badly (with any luck I'll have him all summer long)
- Missing all things Texas in general
- I've been doing a lot of sculpting/painting/writing and traveling
- I just got back from SF; Holy hell I want to move there so bad!
- Lately I look like this:

Keep in touch with me via something I actually always update...

Current Music: Smith Westerns
Dirty, Sweet
30 June 2009 @ 06:02 pm
There's a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I'm too tough for him,
I say, stay in there, I'm not going
to let anybody see

There's a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I pur whiskey on him and inhale
cigarette smoke
and the whores and the bartenders
and the grocery clerks
never know that
in there.

There's a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I'm too tough for him,
I say,
stay down, do you want to mess
me up?
you want to screw up the
you want to blow my book sales in

There's a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I'm too clever, I only let him out
at night sometimes
when everybody's asleep.
I say, I know that you're there,
so don't be
then I put him back,
but he's singing a little
in there, I haven't quite let him
and we sleep together like
with our
secret pact
and it's nice enough to
make a man
weep, but I don't
weep, Do
Dirty, Sweet
06 November 2008 @ 09:47 am
I'm so unbelievably tired; my sleep schedule has been totally fucked recently.
I go into at 9, so I wake up around 7:45 - shower, get dressed, then fall back to sleep until 8:40. I work until 6 usually then eat dinner and fall asleep around 9 only to wake up at 3 am. I waste time on Dlisted or Neopets or thinking about what im doing with my life. I fall asleep again around 6 and get an hour and halfish more of sleep only to repeat the cycle again. There just don't seem to be enough hours in the day to live.

I'll figure it all out someday, I hope.

It's Thursday which translates into PINT NITE at the Jackalope. Hello 2 dollar pints and wells! This means I'll either do one of two things tomorrow, a. call in drunk (which my boss is okay with. I come in around 12 to work for a few hours.) Or b. Show up on time wishing I had a blunt object to bash my face in with. The only thing that makes it better is being handed my paycheck. Holla for scrill.
But, I keep telling myself that I HAVE TO go out tonight. Celebration is in order for the Presidential Election, it's time to get Obaminated. It was rad to see my African american neighbors shouting things to the effect of "Awww shit we got ourselves a black president and what!!" and "O-bama-bama whut!" I have to join in on the festivities albiet late.

Halloween was great Leslie and I went as Little Mod Riding Hood and the Big Mod Wolf (which of course was a play on a Mighty Boosh episode)

Ready Steady Go was boringsville, so we headed back and forth between The Jackalope and Room 710. At one point I got hit on by some greasy Mexican dude who was slurring. He put his arm around me, even though I was engaged in a little cutesy hand holding with my wolf girl.He said something like "Eyyye bahbee". All that I could muster was "Ewww Do not do that" he looked at me strangely until Leslie pushed his ass. He then scampered off into the crowd of people to probably grab some asses or something. What a creep!
I hate dudes....

All but one (little) dude actually. MY MAN-MAN <3

Drake's totally doing his Hitcher impression.
Ben's going to Fun Fun Fun Fest this weekend so I'm taking Drake for another fun filled weekend. I don't know what we will do this time. I like to do something special with him each time he visits, which is every other weekend now. 2 weeks ago we went to the fair, before that a cool dinosaur exibit, and before that Chuck E Cheese because he had been asking to go there. I'll have to think of something before Saturday hmmm...
I picked out one of his big Christmas gifts already. It's a Thomas The Tank Engine electric train set. It's really cool, im hoping he shares and lets me play with it too.

Speaking of Holidays, I'm spending my 1st Holiday at my girlfriends parents house. Thankgiving is a big deal with Leslie's family so we're going to Dallas. I'm kind of nervous about it. But we're going to a great dance party while there. The Smoke is probably the only awesome mod dance party in Texas. Complete with Northern Soul dancing, back flips, splits, and all. Im excited about that. Now to find the perfect outfit.

King Khan and BBQ is coming up next weekend, im hella pumped. I havent seen Khan in like 5 months and Mark *googlie eyes* in a year. I love me some BBQ! The icing on the cake is Richie coming to stay that weekend.

Life is good-ish it was about time.
Current Location: The office
Current Music: The Libertines - Don't Look Back Into The Sun
Dirty, Sweet
26 July 2008 @ 06:49 pm
The Dark Knight has left me lusting over Christian Bale like a motherfucker.
Dirty, Sweet

Who Loves The SunCollapse )
Current Mood: weirdweird
Current Music: Earthmen and Strangers
Dirty, Sweet
19 May 2008 @ 11:57 am
Things have been moderately swellish lately, I really can't complain.
I see SUPER things over the horizon, like a 3 Day trip to Chicago that Ben and I are turning into the 1st of many installments of the Honeymoon we never had.(Memphis is next) I'm even seeing Ben Weasel! We've been keeping the fighting with each other to a minimum too. We reserve our griping for talks of his crazy Momma at the moment.
What did everyone do with their IRS Stimulus check?
Me, I paid off some of my travel debt and bought myself a brand new computer + external hard drive.
Holla for new bomb ass systems. My last computer wouldn't even allow me to watch Netflix movies off the site;BUNK!

I need work out buddies in this city god damnit. At the moment I gauge my diet process online with Ness, Victoria, Roxy but its just not enough for me. I need someone to talk to while I'm walking off the powdered donuts I ate in a late night stoney stupor. A little friendly diet motivation would really help. But, im just so judgemental. I'm put off by peoples interests; if you like bad music - fuckin' FOR-GET about chilling with this. (Yes, I know this is wrong but I can't help it.) It doesn't help that SA people have no range in music taste.

In other news, I think I hate my boss. He's so miserly he complained about the price of rubber bands.
I mean for fuck sake, rubber bands? You get like a million for a few bucks. And then there's the other legal assistant, Bitch has the most annoying/fake laugh I have ever heard. And I hear it CONSTANTLY! Ughhz, so not to be a job jumper but I may be looking for a new job. Mayyyyybe. I just don't like that I find myself dreading work everyday. (Hell, I should be getting ready right now)
We may be setting our move date in stone (again). Unfortantly, we probably won't be moving to Austin and that really bums me out.
Whatever :\ Our debt will most likely be paid off in a month and a half to two months so I'm looking at apartments finally.

Speaking of things I finally got around to doing, I'm half-way to my drivers liscense!
Im getting comfortable driving around but only in our Mazda. The Monte Carlo still gives me visions of driving this massive boat
around aka a giant death trap. Oh anxiety, how you love to sneak up on me.

I've been going to some pretty amazing shows lately. Besides Drake, I'm sure theyre the only thing besides St. Elsewhere that keeps me
somewhat sane. Take a looksie, snotface.Collapse )
Dirty, Sweet
13 March 2008 @ 12:00 pm
As of yesterday I've got a jobbie job once again! I interviewed for it this past Monday
but didn't mention it for fear of jinxing it. I don't know when I became as superstitious as my
Mother, but dear god- it's frightening. Next thing you know Ill be going to a Witch to bless me
for stronger Bingo Luck but that's a whole 'nother story all together.
This job pays so well, fuck this 8 buck shit. I was underselling myself like crazy when I went
after that last job. This one is part-time but 11-12 bucks an hour. CHA-CHING!
I'll be working for a small Paralegal Firm in my own office, listening to my own jams. Can you
tell I'm pumped?
I missed making my own money a lot.(And Spending it too!) And I hated relying on Ben to pay
all our bills especially when he's got his own bullshit to worry about. Once I get paid, haha, we're
starting the 'Get the State of Texas off our Asses Fund'. Texas is still trying to butt fuck us for
speeding along their wondrous highway system among other things. sigh.
Due to that, & the fact 80% of the shit playing SXSW Ive already seen, I'll probably be skipping
SXSW this year. Oh wellz

More later, I've got a million things on my mind.

Fuckkkkk this song rules.
Oh yeah, http://www.worldometers.info/ reality check
Current Music: Creteens - Kill The Teacher
Dirty, Sweet
26 February 2008 @ 02:20 pm
This morning started off kinda rough.
Drake woke me up 15 minutes before my alarm was set to go off. My precious 15 minutes, gone, GONE FOREVER! I could've used 'em after staying up later than I told myself I would. I had a job interview today at 11. I don't know why I go after jobs I don't really want. The interview went fantastically! The owner, who looked like Tammy Faye Baker, loved me and my half-bullshat resume. It pays less than I'd like it to, 8 bucks to start [mehhh..but you get a raise your 1st month there] and it's by Hollywood Park. That's a long commute, but the hours are absolutely perfect 9am-1pm. And all
the girls in the office are super cute and stylish. Oh and I'd have my own office, hello I can listen to my own music. While I was waiting to interview the cute girl had the radio tuned to some god awful R&B station. I didn't know they still played 'No Diggity' on the radio. Yeah, flash back to 6th grade. Anyway, I should get a call by 5 if I have the job. I doubt I'll be upset if they don't call but we do really need some more spending money.

Aside from that my 24th Birthday is in 5 days. Birthday week has already begun of course, so Ive treated to a little shopping today. Tomorrow is the birthday lunch in German-Texas at some fancy German restaurant, the rest of the week who knows. More shopping I hope, and I need to do something with my hair. I think it's about time for a bleaching. Fpr my birthday I kinda hope someone gets me these,

Bring on the drinks.
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Current Music: mic woods - weekday lovecrush
Dirty, Sweet
26 February 2008 @ 02:10 am
Oh wow ElJay, it's been awhile, baby.
I have TONS of pictures but I'll spare you
here's the abridged version...
Hey, look over hereCollapse )
Current Mood: nervousnervous
Current Music: The Mummies - Little Miss Tee-n-T!